People make me wonder.

Ever had a friend just go out and fuck you over?
Ever had a situation where your lover has that same problem, and it most likely has something to do with you?
Yeah, here I am...
That's as far as I am going.
Oh yeah... one more thing: FUCK ALL!

Things that have been going on with me.

Well I decided that the fetus picture dedicated to my real dad was too awkward for me, so I ripped it up.
Luckily I didn't get too far.
Anyways, I scheduled for next semester a few days ago, and got a decent amount of classes in.
I will be really busy and by then I will hopefully have my license.
I need to look into jobs like real soon, but I am sure I can manage to get one at the hotel again.

I have been reading a lot again as well, and my choices have been sci fi; that includes dragons strictly.
Right now I am reading Dolphins of Pern by Anne McCaffrey, and Heart's Blood by Jane Yolen.

 Rowena's illustration for the Pern book.
I love it.

Couldn't find the original illustration for the cover, but it's from Dominick Domingo.











Great inspirations for my mind to scrape onto paper.
So I guess I have been fine.

Last thoughts, do any of you enjoy reading sci fi novels?
If so, tell me about it :)

-Jordan

Recent Inspiration

A few days ago, my family went into war.  Those who know of my history understand, new visitors won't.  I'll explain briefly:

I am a bastard, regardless of my parents wantings.

My sperm father is unknown to me, for my mother won't tell me.

He didn't want us.

Mum got a new husband that adopted me, and bred her two girls.

As we grew, the parenting went to me.

My sisters are closer to me than our parents.

It's the dirty truth, we don't understand family.

Anyways, I have been listening to Wumpscut and B-Ton-K.
Two awesome industrial bands, with the same genius in both.
I have been skimming in a book on H.R. Giger, and another that is called Art of the Devil.
My amazing boyfriend purchased those for me for Christmas, knowing they're of my fancy.
I have been questionable, depressed, creative and in love the past few days.
All these things inspired me, and in result I have been sketching a disgusting creature the resembles me,
right now.
The pieces are coming out nice, and when I find out more how to use this shit, I will post them.

-Fuck all, Jordan.